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Will be random when I get the motivation to DO some of things I want to.
Yaoi Yuri Free Gallery Stamp by ThalionKoiRock Music Stamp by Davidgtza2lol Reno and Rude Stamp by sundancewolf
.: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-KotOlder - Krissi001-Stamps by stamps-clubFavorites Raider Stamp by In-The-Machine
always reply stamp by izka197Stamp : UNIQUE by SHIZU-91Read artist descriptions by MyStamps

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Total randomness! But the art is cool! Also, most are references for any future art I do. :iconaxellaplz: :fruitpunch: by IceXDragon
axel stamp by 100percentapplejuiceI Love my watchers by SedmaKellyJane stamp by SitarPlayerIX
Pour Some Sugar On Me Stamp 2 by dA--bogeyman o-o What? Useless knowledge by paramoreSUCKS
A Hopeless Romantic by ElStamporooniosTurned on by Hetero stamp by 6t76tA new brand of drugs by clumsyrebel

Journal History

I promised myself I wouldn't write another journal like this, but I don't care anymore. Some of you may be familiar with :iconyatsuketa:, my boyfriend, make that my ex-fiance. Well, this time he means it when he says that he doesn't want to do this anymore, even though this is only the second time. He doesn't want me anymore and I don't blame him. We have to keep our relationship a secret and we can only see each other for an hour once a week. I love him so dearly that I can't stop crying, my hands are trembling and my heart is beating so fast I feel like I may have a heart attack and die. I love him so much, and I promised to myself and God that if I ever lost him, I would never love another man... I've been hurt too many times. Now I'm going to keep my promise, and I will never be fully happy again. He made me feel complete and happy, and I've opened up so much to him because I trust him with my life. I have no reason for living and I don't care what happens to me. Nobody say anything about him, he has the right to leave me and move on. I just never will move on, I love him that much. We were going to get married, have a family and be happy forever. Obviously that will never happen now. It's my fault he feels like I don't love him, and now he's gone! :cries: If you ever read this mi amor, I love you so much and I will always love you :heart:... even if you don't love me anymore. :sadangel: I will just read our old messages and imagine what could have been. Just talking to you was the highlight of my day even if I didn't see you or hear your wonderful voice, no matter how long I waited. I hope you find someone that will treat you better than I have, and that she never leaves you. I hope you're happy with her and that she's your true love. I just want to see you one more time. Te voy a amar por toda la eternidad, mi amor.
  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: The sound of my heart shattering

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AxelThePhoenix
Axelist or Phoenix
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Hey all, the name's Jasmin! Nice to meet you! :D
I love Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy! Though I know more about Kingdom Hearts.
My fave chara?! If you have to ask, you're blind. I'm teasing.
I also love to draw, but my perfectionism keeps me from completely enjoying it.
I'm quiet, shy, and friendly. I have a great sense of humor and I love to laugh and smile! :D
I also care deeply about my friends! If I don't fave, it doesn't mean that I don't like it.
Yes I speak Spanish. Sí hablo Español.
I'm also studying to be a Computer Analyst, which is basically a Computer Programmer.
Current obsessions:Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Pokemon, Guitar Hero, Vampire Knight, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club, Special A, The Avengers, Hetalia, Black Butler
Friends: :iconmetal-rock-punk30:, :iconaxelisthebestadmitit:, :iconisoralicious:, :iconichocoladetaart:, :iconredisher:, :iconxxnexuscityxx:, :iconsquallscorner:, :iconailana115:, :icondemonicdavestrider:, :iconwolfishcub:, :iconfantasy-fashionista:, :iconbones78:
Brother: :iconperfect-sonic6554: Friend(s) in real life: :iconsigvo:, :iconyatsuketa:
I'm a JW by PumpkinToastChristian by Kiwi-chuI'm NOT Holier than Thou by OnWingsOfBlueIf you believe... by black-cat16-stampsRant: No Holidays by FragdogKinda goes with the last one by KhallystoDating by SupremeSonrioPieces of Heart Stamp by Mirz123Hundred Hearts Stamp by Mirz123Yaoi:Yuri Stamp by Ravechu
What Death Note Character Are You?
What Death Note Character Are You?
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What Is Your Anime Hair Color?
What Is Your Anime Hair Color?
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What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
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What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
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Which KH Character Is In Your Party?
Which KH Character Is In Your Party?
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O_O What...?! I wasn't even trying! Doesn't mean I don't like it!
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
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What Animal Are You?
What Animal Are You?
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What are you talking about? I may like attention, but I don't actively try to get it!
What Type Of Music Are You?
What Type Of Music Are You?
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What Pokemon Are You?
What Pokemon Are You?
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How Mature Do You Think?
How Mature Do You Think?
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About 75% of the time. The other 15%, like a child! :dummy:
What Element Fits You Best?
What Element Fits You Best?
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^^; Not always...
What Eevee Evolution Are You?
What Eevee Evolution Are You?
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What Organization XIII Member Are You?
What Organization XIII Member Are You?
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^^; No comment... other than the "kind" part.
What Type of Anime Girl Are You?
What Type of Anime Girl Are You?
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What Is Your Emblem?
What Is Your Emblem?
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So many... I couldn't help myself. ^^;

My favorite KH pairings:
1) RokuNami (RoxasxNamine OTP)
2) Rion/RikuShi (RikuxXion)
3) SoKai (SoraxKairi)
4) MarLarx (MarluxiaxLarxene)
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AsukaKyubi Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave :D
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chari-san Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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pyokkii Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fave on "The Little Bride Of Heaven!" If you liked that, why not give me a watch or a llama for a llama? c:  
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Lee-Kate Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you so much for fav it means a lot to me ^^
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CrimsonPsychoKitty Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014
Thnx 4 da fave XD
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SakuraoNagame Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Waaaaaaa thank you very very very very very much for the favs! :iconsomoeplz:
P.S. If you like my art, please, watch me! :iconsparkleeyeyuiplz:      
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Natsumi-angel Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014
I'm so happy to see u like my Haunter Gijinka Cosplay picture~!
:hug:
Thank you so so much!

If u wanna see a bit more u can visit me under 
www.facebook.com/NatsuMiiCos
but u don't have to, if u don't want to x'D~
gah I normally don't do that hahaha xD"
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Shiroichi-chan Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you very much for the fav :huggle:
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LadyAilana115 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  New member  Digital Artist
Hello! :D how are you?
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Leukin1 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch my friend :hug:
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