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Will be random when I get the motivation to DO some of things I want to.
Skinny Stamp by In-The-MachineRock Music Stamp by Davidgtza2lol Reno and Rude Stamp by sundancewolf
.: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-KotOlder - Krissi001-Stamps by stamps-clubFavorites Raider Stamp by In-The-Machine
always reply stamp by izka197Stamp : UNIQUE by SHIZU-91Read artist descriptions by MyStamps

Favourites

Total randomness! But the art is cool! Also, most are references for any future art I do. :iconaxellaplz: :fruitpunch: by IceXDragon
axel stamp by 100percentapplejuiceI Love my watchers by SedmaKellyJane stamp by SitarPlayerIX
Pour Some Sugar On Me Stamp 2 by dA--bogeyman o-o What? Useless knowledge by paramoreSUCKS
A Hopeless Romantic by ElStamporooniosTurned on by Hetero stamp by 6t76tA new brand of drugs by clumsyrebel

Journal History

I promised myself I wouldn't write another journal like this, but I don't care anymore. Some of you may be familiar with :iconyatsuketa:, my boyfriend, make that my ex-fiance. Well, this time he means it when he says that he doesn't want to do this anymore, even though this is only the second time. He doesn't want me anymore and I don't blame him. We have to keep our relationship a secret and we can only see each other for an hour once a week. I love him so dearly that I can't stop crying, my hands are trembling and my heart is beating so fast I feel like I may have a heart attack and die. I love him so much, and I promised to myself and God that if I ever lost him, I would never love another man... I've been hurt too many times. Now I'm going to keep my promise, and I will never be fully happy again. He made me feel complete and happy, and I've opened up so much to him because I trust him with my life. I have no reason for living and I don't care what happens to me. Nobody say anything about him, he has the right to leave me and move on. I just never will move on, I love him that much. We were going to get married, have a family and be happy forever. Obviously that will never happen now. It's my fault he feels like I don't love him, and now he's gone! :cries: If you ever read this mi amor, I love you so much and I will always love you :heart:... even if you don't love me anymore. :sadangel: I will just read our old messages and imagine what could have been. Just talking to you was the highlight of my day even if I didn't see you or hear your wonderful voice, no matter how long I waited. I hope you find someone that will treat you better than I have, and that she never leaves you. I hope you're happy with her and that she's your true love. I just want to see you one more time. Te voy a amar por toda la eternidad, mi amor.
  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: The sound of my heart shattering

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AxelThePhoenix
Axelist or Phoenix
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I love Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy! Though I know more about Kingdom Hearts.
My fave chara?! If you have to ask, you're blind. I'm teasing.
I also love to draw, but my perfectionism keeps me from completely enjoying it.
I'm quiet, shy, and friendly. I have a great sense of humor and I love to laugh and smile! :D
I also care deeply about my friends! If I don't fave, it doesn't mean that I don't like it.
Yes I speak Spanish. Sí hablo Español.
I'm also studying to be a Computer Analyst, which is basically a Computer Programmer.
Current obsessions:Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Pokemon, Guitar Hero, Vampire Knight, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club, Special A, The Avengers, Hetalia
Friends: :iconmetal-rock-punk30:, :iconaxelisthebestadmitit:, :iconisoralicious:, :iconichocoladetaart:, :iconpentagram-pirate:, :iconxxnexuscityxx:, :iconsquallscorner:, :iconailana115:, :iconcaledscratched:, :iconwolfishcub:, :iconfantasy-fashionista:, :iconbones78:
Brother: :iconperfect-sonic6554: Friend(s) in real life: :iconsigvo:, :iconyatsuketa:
I'm a JW by PumpkinToastChristian by Kiwi-chuI'm NOT Holier than Thou by OnWingsOfBlueIf you believe... by black-cat16-stampsRant: No Holidays by Fragdog
What Death Note Character Are You?
What Death Note Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What Is Your Anime Hair Color?
What Is Your Anime Hair Color?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
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What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
Which KH Character Is In Your Party?
Which KH Character Is In Your Party?
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O_O What...?! I wasn't even trying! Doesn't mean I don't like it!
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
What Final Fantasy VII Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What Animal Are You?
What Animal Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What are you talking about? I may like attention, but I don't actively try to get it!
What Type Of Music Are You?
What Type Of Music Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What Pokemon Are You?
What Pokemon Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
How Mature Do You Think?
How Mature Do You Think?
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About 75% of the time. The other 15%, like a child! :dummy:
What Element Fits You Best?
What Element Fits You Best?
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^^; Not always...
What Eevee Evolution Are You?
What Eevee Evolution Are You?
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What Organization XIII Member Are You?
What Organization XIII Member Are You?
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^^; No comment... other than the "kind" part.
What Type of Anime Girl Are You?
What Type of Anime Girl Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
What Is Your Emblem?
What Is Your Emblem?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
So many... I couldn't help myself. ^^;

My favorite KH pairings:
1) RokuNami (RoxasxNamine OTP)
2) Rion/RikuShi (RikuxXion)
3) SoKai (SoraxKairi)
4) MarLarx (MarluxiaxLarxene)
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:iconmetal-rock-punk30:
Hey amma sleep :yawn:
Talk when I get the chance!!
:tighthug: love you my bitch
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:iconjwgirl:
Jwgirl 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! *Hug*
SpreadSpread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
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:iconjacac:
h e l l o . :wave:
t h a n k . y o u . f o r . t h e . k i n d . :+fav: . o n . m y . n i n t h . DD =)

i f . y o u . w a n t . i . i n v i t e . y o u . t o . s e e . t h e . o t h e r s
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i f . y o u . g e t . t h e . c h a n c e . i . w o u l d . l o v e . t o . r e a d . a l s o . y o u r . c o m m e n t s

s m i l e . s p r i n g . i s . o u t s i d e . =)=)

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:iconking-doodles:
King-Doodles Mar 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
hi :3
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:iconraikonkitsune:
RaikonKitsune Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for faving :iconcute-plz:
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8Bpencil Mar 7, 2014  Student General Artist
thank you for the fave! ^-^
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:iconmetal-rock-punk30:
NOTICE ME SENPAI!
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:iconsimmy98:
thanks for the fave ^^
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:iconroninnuren:
thank you for adding my artwork to your favorites,
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